His eyes dilated… brows slowly connected and forehead creased as he looked down on the piece of card on his hands… felt the tinge of sting inside his orbs as he read every word entailed in it… slowly, heaviness filled his chest… making him suffocated as his eyes scanned every words inside the card…
Everything that he went through… everything that he successfully accomplished… were now put to waste, as every of the word that he’s reading slowly swallowed it all… bringing him back again to his old useless self…
His jaw tightened… lips quivered as anger slowly filled his being… he looked across his room… as his hands slowly formed into a ball of fist, crumpling the beautiful scented card he’s holding…
Five years… five years that he numbly went through of not seeing her… not smelling her scent…not even hearing her voice…five years of not feeding his obsession, drowning himself to work hard… to be a better man… to be the best man for her…
“I’ll miss you Jiyong…”
She smiled as she caressed his face…they were in the airport… sending him off… his brother was behind ‘her’… arm wrapped along her shoulder… oh how disgusted he is whenever he would see such event…
During his third year in college… he got a scholarship to continue his studies abroad… oh how much he had thought about studying there over and over again… going in there would mean only one thing for him… that is losing her… even though right in the first place he doesn’t own her…
Each day, his obsession for her grew worse… the urge of taking her once they were caught alone would always hit his mind… driving him crazier and lusting for her… but he managed to hold it himself… god knows how much self control he filled himself just to suppress that hunger…
He stayed watching his brother with her… killing himself with each and every moment he would see them together… from afar, he stayed waiting for the right time... until he realized that the time is ticking… until he realized that he already lost…
His face was blank… looking straight in her eyes… as if she’s the only one he could see… memorizing every of the contour of her face…
Until suddenly he pulled her to him… snatching her away from his brother’s grasp… startling everyone around them, including her…
His arms wrapped along her body…squeezing her with all his might, burying his head on her shoulder… they would not be able to see each other for a long time… better yet savor the last moment with her… and that’s what he did… not minding everyone around them… he sniffed her scent, memorizing her sweetness… arousing himself once again… and behind that, he promised himself that he’ll come back… as a better man for her… a man that she deserved to be with… and he would not settle only with her scent… not only in watching her anymore…for he promised himself… once he comes back… he would make her his…
Apart from the surprise she felt… she smiled in his embrace and hugged him back… thinking he’s probably having a hard time to be apart from them… she caressed his back and told him it would be okay… telling him that he could still go home and visit them during his school breaks…
One last time… he squeezed her before he stole a kiss on her shoulder…
He pulled out from their hug and felt the hand of his brother on his shoulder… waking him up from his trance…
He could hear that he’s brother’s telling him something but he kept his gaze towards her…saw her looked away a bit probably because of the odd actions he’s been showing… after a while he smirked… turned his gaze towards his brother and tapped its shoulder…
“Take care hyung...”
Oh his brother would definitely need it… he should value every moment with ‘her’… for once he comes back…he would do everything just to own what he should have in the first place…
That was the last day he had seen her… he never went back to Korea even just to visit during his breaks… during his graduation… she was not able to come because of her school… he locked himself away from her… but it doesn’t help him to even lessen his desires for her… the more he didn’t see her… the more he craves for her… and he loves every feeling of it…
He had f*cked several girls still with only her image set in his mind… broke a lot of hearts whenever he would scream ‘her‘name each time he would reach his edge… he would do drastic moves on each and every girl just to find the satisfaction he’s been seeking… but no matter how many woman he had… still that craving for ‘her’ never satisfied yet added up…
But now…
Suddenly a news came to him that broke him out from his restraints… he didn’t expect that to happen, not that fast…
Veins started to appear on his temple as he felt so much anger… he stood up from his bed and threw the crumpled card on the floor as he went to his desk… he opened a drawer from it and got a picture of a familiar girl…
His chest heaved up and down in a fast pace… seeing her face immediately filled his mind with nothing but lust… those beautiful eyes… her pale complexion… her plump luscious lips…
He placed the picture on his desk… eyes never leaving the face of the woman inside the picture… and without wasting another minute, he reached for his belt, hands trembled in excitement as he unbuckled it… he licked his lips wet… as if feeling hungrier as each time passed looking at her face without touching himself yet…
With pure lust in his eyes, he grabbed his aching member inside his boxers, exposing it and holding it in his hand…his precum dripped even before he could start stroking himself…
He moaned in himself… eyes rolled back in ecstasy… as his tongue continuously licked his lips…
He then smirked in pleasure… his other hand gripped on the edge of the desk in front of him as he began stroking himself while mumbling her name…
Up until now, the ritual of him has never been missed… jerking himself in front of her picture and imagining it doing with her… as if doing himself is much better than f*cking sluts around… his hand that provided every of his greatest fantasies… imagining it as her tight core… never fails him to release to his heart contents…
“Uhgg… Dara-ah…!”
After minutes of his agony… he threw his head back as he finally came… thrusting his hips and stroking his now limped member some more to empty himself… squirting his fluids on the desk, and even tainting her picture…
Beads of sweat trailed on his temples and chest… catching up to his breath, he brought his hand in front of him, still his sight never leaving her image… he licked his hand clean… licking every of his fingers as if his cum was the most delicious of all…
He bit his lower lip and swallowed the collected fluid inside his mouth…
After fixing himself, he grabbed her picture… with still the trails of his cum on her face… a smirk curved on his plump lips…
“You’re mine Jagiya…”
He whispered… looking at her picture dreamingly…
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As if nothing happened a while ago… as if he didn’t feel any anger upon knowing the news that came up to him, he sat on his bed after taking a long cold shower… a wide smile plastered on his face as he got his phone on the bedside table…
He dialed a number and it didn’t take a couple of rings for the other line to pick up… a male’s voice greeted him on the other line…
“Hyung it’s me…”
“Jiyong-ah..! Oh…! Have you received the invitation already…?”
Excitement could be heard from his brother’s voice, and it disgusts him…
“Ah… yes hyung… I just received it earlier… wow… I was surprised…”
Definitely he is… almost trashed out his place because of too much anger… the other guy laughed from the other line… and explained everything to him… who seemed not interested about his brother’s story… but hearing Dara’s name in each and every sentence his brother makes, his eyes were back from full of hate… his gripped on his phone tightened as each words his brother spoke pierced through him…
“Jiyong-ah… so when are you going back here…? I don’t want you missing my wedding…plus Dara will be really disappointed…”
It took him a while to reply… calmed himself first as he crossed his legs and a wicked smirk curved on his lips…
“Don’t worry hyung… I’ll be there on your wedding day… I would definitely not miss it…”
“Good Jiyong… oh… I have to go now, we still have a schedule with the wedding planner… by the way Dara misses you a lot so come back here fast and she said to buy us an expensive gift arasso...”
His brother said with a laugh… while he just tilted his head and brushed his hair itching to hang up the phone now…
“Tell her I miss her too...”
He said huskily… and after they both hanged up the phone… he turned to his bedside table where another frame of her picture stood there… he reached for it and caressed the contour of her face with his finger… as a loving smile crept on his lips…
“Just wait for me jagiya..."
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